I was addicted to meth for a few years (well, I’ll forever be addicted to it; I have absolutely no control when it comes to amphetamines). It started out wonderfully (like any drug) and was even responsible for getting me a couple great paying day jobs (gotta love the motivation meth provides; if you can harness it) and even a promotion! Eventually my usage increased to the point that I felt I should offset my costs so I started dealing too.
My girl at the time was a waitress so I used her and a couple of her hotter waitress friends to sell my product to both customers as well as most of the other staff (turns out the food industry is LOADED with users, DUH!). After a few months, the demand began to get so high I was having trouble keeping up with it. My regular hookup flat-out admitted that He would not be able to keep up with my demand (He had a regular job too and this was nothing more than fun for him) so He pointed me to another guy who He thought might be of some assistance. That is when shit began to get real serious. I quit my day job as I no longer wanted to go (or even needed to).
Things continued to go very well as I continued to expand my business of using waitresses to sell product (high turnover means waitresses are constantly changing locations, thus getting a new customer base). It worked out beautifully as we were effectively a delivery service. Nobody was ever coming to my house so there never appeared to be any suspicious activity. Practically a perfect system.
At this point my usage had been pretty heavy for a while (I was up to 10g a day on average, or about $750) and it had begun to take it’s toll. I was only sleeping a couple of hours a week (more like taking fitful naps) and that was catching up (I had been doing it for over 2 years now). I was angry and psychotic pretty much all the time. It was destroying relationships and I truly did not give a single fuck. I began to see that my inability to control it was destroying everything around me. Being in the throws of addiction is…. a complex thing. I was fully aware that I was an addict, that it was taking it’s toll and would almost certainly eventually kill me. I did not care. I mean I really, truly did not care. Total apathy. All that matters is the drug; if you can get that, then everything else is less important or can be fixed after..
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1. It’s 2am, you’re drunk, what is your go to food item?
I’m actually allergic to alcohol, it really messes up my stomach but I smoke! My go to food is pasta! Any kind, I could seriously eat pasta for the rest of my life and be content.
2. What single movie have you seen the most times?
I don’t know what movie I’ve seen the most, but my favorite is Limitless.
3. What’s the most embarassing/awkward/stupid thing you’ve done in the name of love?
I honestly have no clue haha
4. Whats the nerdiest thing about you?
Oh don’t get me started on this one haha I guess the biggest is that I pretty much live on League of Legends.
5. Song that is on repeat on your ipod?
Oh I have sooooo many! It’s hard for me to pick a single song cause I have such a diverse music taste, but right now I am OBSESSED with the SirensCeol remix of Vain by Singularity.
6. Favorite book?
Any of the books from the Harry Potter series. They’re all wonderfully written.
7. What are you currently obsessed with?
League of Legends
8. Any videos on Youtube that you think everyone needs to see?
I don’t use youtube but I saw this video on tumblr of a cat hiccuping and farting at the same time and laughed for 3 days!
9. If you won a $450 million dollar powerball jackpot, what is the first thing you would do?
If that happened the first thing is do is buy a Mclaren P1!!!
10. If you could have one superpower, what would it be and how would you use it?
I’d totally have the power to reach through screens (TV, phone, computer, etc.) and pull things out.