28M straight guy confused why I get so aroused watching dicks?
I am a straight guy attracted to women only. I watch porn a lot and looking at big dicks does some chemical reaction in my brain and in every porn I rather enjoy looking at the guy’s dick and I used to think that I am a bisexual. To confirm this out of curiosity I hooked up with men and turns out it was the worst experience of my life. I was not attracted to men, I did not enjoy their dicks in my mouth or in my ass, I tried being the top as well as bottom and nothing worked, tried this with multiple guys thinking maybe it’s the problem with the person I was hooking up with, but never ever I felt attracted to men or enjoyed having sex with them but still to this date when I look at big cocks it excites me, I don’t know what that is, I am clearly not gay or bi but I do love looking at big cocks.
On the other hand I have a girlfriend I am attracted to her and the sex is amazing.