Life Experiences

Confessions Of Dudes On A No-Fap/Porn Free Journey

May 26, 2020 Leave a Comment

no fap confessions

Currently I am on an 200 day streak I think. I haven’t kept count anymore, because how you spend your days matter more than a number.

2 years ago I was depressed, had terrible social anxiety and was very unhappy with my life, only sitting inside on my PC. You can read everything back in my history. I was sad not having friends or a relationship.

Currently I have a few friends, with whom I sometimes go out. I go to festivals alone to socialize. I have had my first job, first kiss, went on a few dates, no longer a virgin, a girlfriend, I am more social, better self esteem, stopped therapy since I outgrew it (according to the professionals) and probably more that I can’t remember. A lot of good stuff has happened.

Confessions Of A Woman In A Polygamous Marriage

May 21, 2020 Leave a Comment

saudi arabia polygamy

How did you end up in a polygamous marriage?

I was born and was raised in Saudi Arabia, in Riyadh. A few months before my seventeenth birthday, my father, due to the Guardian System, told me that he had arranged a marriage for me to a foreign businessman in Dubai, and that I would be married within a few weeks.

Confessions of a Prison Wife

May 20, 2020 Leave a Comment

prison wife interview

How did you two meet?

I was with his brother at the time. Weird, I know, but his brother wanted me to start writing him so I did. I am a firm believer in "you can’t help who you fall in love with", I just happened to fall in love with someone who is incarcerated! That is the way I see it, at least.

What Is Dating Like In China

May 18, 2020 Leave a Comment

what is dating like in china

(photo: @henniestander)

Like most Asian nations, China has a traditional bias for sons. Many families abort female fetuses and abandon baby girls to ensure their one child is a son, so about 118 boys are born for every 100 girls, against a global average of 103 to 107.

Out of China’s population of 1.4 billion, there are nearly 34 million more males than females – more than the entire population of Malaysia – who will never find wives and only rarely have sex.

If You Want To Lose Your Faith In Humanity, Read This

May 13, 2020 Leave a Comment

parents were pedophiles

My parents adopted my siblings and I just so they could rape and molest us.

I’ve never told anyone this before, ever, in my life, except for the legal authorities after it all came out. I guess this is the perfect place to finally do so, for the anonymity.

Confessions of a Sex Trafficking Survivor

May 6, 2020 Leave a Comment

sex trafficking survivor

How old were you when you first pulled in and how did it happen?

I was 11, close to age 12. I had run away from an abusive home situation which was no longer possible to return to. A man picked me up in his car, offering to help me. I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect, although now I can recognize these situations from a mile away. He was a pimp/trafficker, and proceeded to “break” me through physical violence and rape. He forced me to “turn tricks.” All of the money went to him, of course. He constantly threatened me with death, physical violence, etc.

Confessions Of A Childhood Abuse Survivor

April 28, 2020 Leave a Comment

childhood abuse survivor

The stain never goes away. Never. You can’t drink it away, you can’t scrub it away, you can’t pretend it away, therapy and medication can only do so much. The stain is always there. Even if you somehow manage to drug yourself enough and so many times that the original memories of it are gone, the hole is there, and you know the shape of it and the feel of it as well as you used to know the smell of their breath and the feel of their hands. It’s kind of like having the bed to yourself right after the end of a long-term relationship, in that the person is gone, but their absence might as well be them due to all the emotions it triggers.

Confessions Of A Man Who Had His Limbs Lengthened

April 27, 2020 Leave a Comment

limb lengthening surgery

How did you find out that limb lengthening was even an option?

I was hanging out with friends getting lunch and one of them jokingly brought up the surgery not directed at me but just that there are people who actually would do it. I hadn’t heard of Leg lengthening and researched the hell out of it that night. I was already wearing lifts in public and felt better about my appearance from that. I joined the make me taller forum and just read a bunch of diaries from former patients from different doctors where they share their procedure and for the most part it just seemed like a few months of pain. Most of the patients were walking after 6 months which I know sounds like a long time but the mental space I was in, 6 months seemed like nothing if it meant I wouldn’t be short anymore.

Confessions Of A Man With A Poop Fetish

April 20, 2020 Leave a Comment

poop fetish

Do you have any theories on how this particular fetish developed?

Best theory I have is when I discovered internet porn around the time puberty hit. I frequented a site that had links to different galleries posted. Well one gallery had scat porn in it and it surprised me and I kept coming back to it and was fascinated.

I suppose its not really causation as much as it is realization. I can’t point out any events prior that would really cause it though.

What’s It Like To Be A Cam Girl?

April 16, 2020 Leave a Comment

whats it like to be a cam girl

I’ve worked as a camgirl for just under a year and by the end of it I was a mess. I was self-obsessed, massive self-esteem issues, and branching out into more explicit and risky acts to try and maintain my userbase.

You get zero respect from your ‘fans’ who just view you as something to be bought. You’re literally showing that women and their sexuality just has a price tag.