What’s your opinion on “The War On Drugs”?
No different than a war on pedophiles or war on murderers or any other serious crime. Did you lose the war because there’s still pedophiles? No, it’s a war that will never end. And I’m okay with that.
Do we defund all the police because crime still exists?
1. The other side was like a rollercoaster ride. I had no choice but to sit back and be carried away as things unfolded in front of me. I — or, my essence, my consciousness — was just floating in space, detached from existence, not fighting anything, not trying to direct anything. It was like I was being given a spiritual tour of this parallel world.
The first thing that I remember is the imagery. The infinitely intricate, breathtakingly complex geometric images that I saw were indescribably beautiful. One pattern after another, in split seconds, unfolded. Dozens of them. They unfolded or melted away as quickly as they appeared. Glowing rainbow colors — everything had an aura. It turned blue, green, yellow, hot pink, light orange — unfathomably beautiful. And they kept coming and coming and coming — It is simply astonishing that the mind is capable of such things.
I’m not claiming to be some “expert” SB (sugar baby) — that being said I’ve gone on mostly all good M&Gs (besides one with a younger dude I had a bad feeling about but was curious – leads me to a point later!), have one GREAT consistent arrangement currently, and have a few in the works with serious potentials. Never once have I felt disrespected, degraded, scammed, manipulated, etc…
Why? Because I filter HARD on the front end.
1) Make your allowance expectations known before the M&G (meet and greet)
If you have a specific range in mind, communicate it. For every SD (sugar daddy) who would be willing to offer more if not talked about till the M&G, there’s 100+ SDs who want to give you the lowest average, or nothing at all. Caveat: if you’re happy taking a lower amount for different perks like attraction, consistency, etc, this advice might not apply. HOWEVER, if you know you won’t be comfortable with it, you need to filter for SDs willing to provide that amount.
My water broke before anything else happened. I was in bed, awake because I couldn’t sleep of course, and it was 3:33am. I was on my right side and it felt the way I imagine it’d feel if there were a very small water balloon between my pelvic bone and someone pulled on the knotted end of the water balloon until it broke off at the funnel cleanly and all at once. I heard a “puuhp” sound in my head, but just in my head. Like how it sounds when you touch your lips together and put very light pressure behind them to make them pop open, but no air. I lay there a moment thinking very clearly, wow, my water just broke, but convincing myself there was no way because this wasn’t Hollywood and I was early. After a few minutes I felt wetness and figured I should get up to check. In the bathroom my underwear and shorts were soaked. I changed them, put in a pad, and waited to see if contractions came. They didn’t. I went in the kitchen and ate pie.
What was your career before OnlyFans?
My career before switching to this was in the medical marijuana field.
How much are you making now?
Between $3,000 to $6,000 per month depending on the month, on average, some months less, some months more
1. I found out last week that my cancer is progressing faster than was previously thought. I thought I had some years, maybe a decade left. I have 2 years, maybe 5, now. I won’t see my kids graduate high school or college, find real love or find themselves, and I’ll never meet my grandkids. I’ve made peace with it – to some extent, but an accelerated timeline took me quite by surprise.
Love your families, Life is short and sometimes cruel.
First, you have to go back in time to when you’re a child. From a young age, you start hearing comments about your appearance. Random family members will say things like, “You may not be pretty, but you have brains. Being smart is so much more important.” Or, “Don’t worry, you’ll grow into you looks some day.”
Even starting preschool, you start getting mean comments. Kids call you names and point out any flaw you have. Kids don’t want to play with on the playground, and will tell you it’s because you’re too ugly. You get older and get used to mean comments and exclusion. But it gets even worse when you reach jr. high. The boys start making jokes about how gross you are, say things like, “I wouldn’t fuck her with a paper bag over hear head.” They laugh and make comments while other students join in. They pretend to ask you out, while laughing, and then run to their friends joking about how disgusting you are.