Addict in recovery here. I’ve done it all sorts of ways. At first, you feel the happiest and freest you’ve ever been. All your hangups and inhibitions are gone. You feel better than you ever have. You’re horny beyond belief, and will do absolutely anything to satisfy that.
Beyond that, you are jittery, like you’ve drank 6 energy drinks in ten minutes. Your heart is going so fast that your Apple Watch sends out an alarm every 15 seconds. You jump at every little noise, like someone popped up and screamed at you in a horror movie. You somehow end up spending 4 hours trying to wipe all the tiny crystals off of your bed sheets, because you want to make sure that every single speck is used. You’ve hit up every single person on every dating app within 50 miles trying to find a single person to get naked with. By now it’s been about 5-6 hours, and if you haven’t done more by now you’re surely going to.
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